''I am sorry to all of you who I've met and dealt with. I have been a massive junkie and an alcoholic for the better part of 10 years. I have stolen from my friends and my workplace. I have neglected my family and friends to use drugs. That is why I've been so distant. I have been abusing women with my status as a ''scene figure'', more than once. This has been to cover my inabilities as a man.
This path and my involvement with drugs alcohol, tobacco and such has to end.
While many of you hold me in high regard as a person, I am not a good one, and should be avoided at all cost.
As a lowlife scum like this, i will never take part in a Black Metal project or band, and will avoid the scene and the people in it. I do not posess the willpower to do Black Metal, and I never have. I have been posing as something I'm not for a long time. It is time to end it now.
Goodbye.''
Gorephilia